Saturday, January 06, 2007
6:51 PM
No one will treat you as a mute
even if you keep your mouth shut.
BITCH ~
a crying day again ~
life's boring.
but with the team is fun(:
lalals -.-
was helping ISABELLE with her homework at foodcourt.
from 12plus till 4plus?
yea ~
everyone is going crazy..
i am glad to have a united team like this.
they are good to me(:
i know they care for me though i am no longer part of them.
& a great friend of mine.
she is great listener too.
we share secrets(:
frankly speaking,you are someone special.
who make me feel better each time.
when i am down,
you made me laugh(:
thanks for making my life at least an black&white,
rather than an colourless.
sigh
sometimes, i really dont know what to do.
whatever you said & do,
make me feel so confused.
:'(
but a smile from you,
melts my heart(:
still, its not enough.
at times, i may even suspect
& think through..
why is everything happened this way.
& i have yet found out the answer.
when i don't care,
you made me care.
& when i care,
you don't care.
I am kinda regret coming into bedokNORTH;
a place where i have loads of sad memories.
I have learnt something important from teachers,
that what is the definition of fairness,
because i experience it before.
with hard work & effort,
yet gain nothing but rejection.
with no hard work & effort,
yet gain everything & acceptance.
this is the kind of fairness i learnt.
& i believe this five/four years of studying in BNS,
i will bring along these kind of "GREAT" memories with me,
&forever.
if i were not in this school,
i wont know a guy who hurt me badly.
& left me alone.
if i were not in this school,
i won't have those teachers who are against me.
if i were not in this school,
there will not be so much conflicts
between me & my parents/ teachers.
if i were not in this school,
i may have study better.
if i were not in this school,
i may be in team.
if i am not in this school,
the purpose of me going into the team,
will be different.
if i am not in this school,
i will not fall for someone who dont likes me
& bring me tonn of pains.
if i were not in this school,
everything will surely be fine.
i regretted.