Friday, October 27, 2006
8:44 PM
death-note today(:
with triplets and laogong.
was a nice show.
was in loved with derr " L" larr.
although he look like vampire.
but he's cute can! love him!! HAHA.
thanx so much;;
my three beloves((:
life will only be beautiful,
if there's the three of you all.
simply love you all so much.
<33
Thursday, October 26, 2006
11:29 PM
13o6o5 ;;
have so many fun and memorable moments with you(:
enjoy everyday being with you. thanx lots my beloved meimei.
love you so much <33
hope our sistership will be endless.
we went tenaga and suddenly feel like going hua dian to eat.
i miss derr food there badly larr.
den we walked to ubi.
we bought TOMYAM;CURRY plus hotdogs.
HAHA. and bought bubble tea.
haha. went to derr void deck when we are still triplets;
and having lots of fun there.
we ate there. facing directly choco's house.
den suay suay meimei saw someone she hate to see larr.
den i have a feeling i will see a person.
a person i fcuking hate can.
a person who hurt me so much that he does not aware of it.
unfortunately i really saw him larr =(
i was fcuking moody larr.
hate derr sight of him so much ='((
at derr moment i wished i can immediately leave ubi;
derr miserable place. i really hate going ubi narhs. sigh ~
saw choco after that;;
tot she saw us but she say didn;t den nvm lor(:
den went back tenaga with meimei.
were having many funny conversations larr.
laugh till stomach pain sia. hahha.
thanx meimei for those laughter. HAHA.
den played bball .
den saw liyue and xiumin.
den played 2 on 2 lor.
was damm damm funny can.
and play until 8plus.
we went home((:
meimei com spoilt narhs.
sians~ cant chat with her lerr.
* i miss someone badly ='(
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
7:34 PM
alone on the street. darkness filled my surrounding.
heavily it rains; thunder and lightning.
the kind of frighten i have never had.
waiting and missing someone is real miserable.
worrying bout whether how are you.
before rainning everything was fine.
but when it started to rain; worries take place.
hoping that you will take good care of yourself.
hoping that you don't injured.
hoping that you don't get wet in the rain.
hoping that you don't catch a cold.
cries. worrying bout you whole day long.
was glad that you are back home safely.
but all alone on the street. almost cried.
sigh. wishing that you are by my side now and forever.
just a sentence;; and i am contend.
just a smile;; and its enough for me.
i am no longer acting; just the normal me to face you.
after the one and only sentence.
you left.
what i can only do is to walk behind you quietly.
saying goodbye to you in my heart.
there's so many things i wanna say before you leave.
but you just left with them. sigh.
i wanna say; takecares. becareful. goodbye.
and i love you.
but i know i can't.
all i can do is;; say to you so softly in my heart.
and hoping that you can hear it through your heart too.
missing you so badly.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
6:46 AM
derr night before slept at 1plus am larr; den yesterday wake up at 11plus am. tat mean slept for 10hours only. den went KTV sing sing lor. wif ahjie they all plus qirui they all wif their frens larr. derr gurll name yin su so pretty larr. look so alike as XY. haha. those guys at KTV so funny larr. sing out of tune. hahas. was having fun. hahas. den parents come fetch me go changi park. at there bbq n tonn lo. from 7plus - 1plus bbq lor. eat n eat.. grow fat lerr lar. den chat wif a pig on phone until 3plus den he went sleep lerr. den i tot i will be tired larr. but surprising not. i stay awake all derr way. intending to watch derrr beautiful thing ever" sunrise" den until 5plus hor nvr even see anything larr. den went home lor. on my dad car fall asleep! HAHA! den reach home around 6am. which is today larr. den now i am blogging after my bathe. which is 6.45am now. HAHA. still not tired lerhs. think have to get some rest first larr. den later think going watch movie with grace they all? think so(((: hope parents allow me go! HAHAS. i go sleep lerr larr. hahhas. " oh gosh" didnt realised tat derr sky is now bright! HAHAS. i didnt sleep for a day yet not feeling tired.HAHAH.
i miss you badly! ='((
Saturday, October 14, 2006
9:25 PM
yesterday go sch llor;; is damm tired larr cos slept quite late derr previous day den was like ~ sians. in school falling asleep but surprisingly not like last time everytime sleep in class. i didnt sleep! but is too late larr. my results shows my attitude towards studying =(
den after school nothing to do lerhs. i went home den go out again. go find mummy larr. den msg meimei ;; she gone for excursion ((: but met after that tgt wif grace at my house ((: den me n grace lose to meimei so much money larr. in derr end bankrupt den nvr pay her.hahahs. have pillow fight after. so fun and funny !!! love it larr ((:
after derr unhappy thingy;; went home. den meet grace n meimei((: we went lending bicycle den set off to ECP((((: was so fun on derr way there. but butt was painful larr. hahahahs so funny ;; we shouted when our butt pain den a group of ppl standing at derr traffic light turn around to look at us. PAISEHS larr(((x den in derr underpass to ECP;; me n mei is wif bubble tea. den mei finished hers lerr. mine still on my hand. den i one hand holding on to derr cup and one hand riding derr bicycle downwards derr slide in derr underpass. i didnt noe there is a kerb infront lerhs. derr whole bike fly infront and i had a great fall landing on derr floor ;; my face facing down.my leg bleed; and sprain my hand larr. but nvm^^ [ my greatest PRESENT on birthday eve] a great fall. hahahs. den meimei laugh till like hell. cos she saw derr image of me flying onto derr floor larr. grace didnt ride down derr slide;; instead she pushed. she heard a loud sound and guessing there's an accident. haahas. when she came down. saw me sitting on derr floor. hahahahas(((X fun fun larr.
thanx lots GRACE;SH ((:
laogong; imissyou larr. mus take good cares k!! shen bing mus rest well. dun watch "gong" till too late((:
bye HUMANS((:
2hours 5mins ~ my birthday
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
4:14 PM
*HAPPY one month aniiversary;; choco-shake ((:yesterday was having great and fun time at seoul((:hahas but was spoilt by someone saying somethings that i really hate so much=(you will never know and feel how much i really hate derr person lo=(den shop shop awhile ; went tenaga~ was totally moody larr. because of someone larr! =(why must you spoilt my good mood everytime?? i admit larr without you i wouldn't be happy but with you i would be sad =(why must you always make me feel so miserable;??!?!choco said ask me wait for you but i replied i don't want to because waiting for someone is really miserable. waiting for someone really really doesn't feel good ='((den went home larr;; but a big big thanx to laogong; meimei and grace ! having great time with you all((:den today; early in derr morning received a really really bad news larr. but i didnt cry(: i am strong; hee i got mentally prepared lerr =(derr principle said to derr whole batch of us normal acad students ; around 120 students. there is 67 retaining in sec3 sec. large number larr! scary . den she said gonna give us chance. having a retest for those failed subjects in 3weeks time. hais if fail again den shall retain or if there is no vacancy for so many pupils to retain. shall have to leave school lerhs. if heng heng pass lerhs den can promote. den all parents was called up and den my parents came jus now.was suay larr. vice principle made me cried. i cant stop my tears from dropping down as she asked me to give up bball and study. study. study='((((((cried~~ but i have no choice i really don't wanna retain or shall i leave school. i don't want. so hais i have to give up~ i ... said i can cope wif 2 subjects retesting with bball training. den she tell me if u were to mention bout derr bball again you shall straight away retain and no retest for you. i cried even more. hais. really sad today. somemore today i can't get to see **haishaishaishais ='(((((shall study hard for my retest='(((just now; i heard somemore said.. you love her ='( my heart broke immediately on derr spot but i remain calm. i wanna be strong. hais.birthday coming in four days time.. but not going to celebrate. everything was not in derr way i wanted. i only wish for a greatest birthday PRESENT ever ='(( really hope derr someone can fulfil my one and only wish ='(( nothing is more important den this birthday present i wished for.* anyone wanna help me celebrate my birthday? *
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
11:39 AM
today my lost paper was found dunno at where by derr teacher;;
i was hoping for a better grade as i studied very hard for it.
but unfortunately; derr teacher told me i failed. hais.
was very sad larr.derr teacher told us tat there may be 15 of us in our class are likely to be retain in sec3 sehs. was so scare and having a feeling tat it may be me. hahas
but nvm as long as i know tat i have tried my best in every paper. i have no regrets or neither will i feel very sad.((: just have a little of disapoiintment in myself. hahas but soon i will be ok((:
now in school library lor. nothing to do den i come blogging lor. denn teacher actually say wanna bring us to com lab derr. den everyone will have a com to use. but she said derr lab was empty without any computers inside. threrfore we hav to spend our 1 and a half hour in derr library.
others ppl are all reading books larr but me and yt so clever go book derr computers for 1hour. hahas den we wont b there doing nothing. hahas.
so happy and excited sehs!! later going seoul garden wif meimei;laogong; didi;grace;weisan(((:
will be having great fun i guess((((: yep!!
still got another 45mins before we go to assembly larr. sians mans in library nothing to do. somemore derr lousy computer. cannot use msn web messenger. =(( hais sians.
having gastric pain larr!!!
i miss you='(((((
Monday, October 09, 2006
10:05 PM
training again sehs;; 20rounds. susprisingly not as tired as normally is. hahas.but training getting tougher n tougher larr! coach is crazy )))xhais. before todays' training , thursday and saturday's already made my leg muscle and whole body ache. den today derr not understanding coach. made us run and run and run again=((but nvm, wei le next year's team!! wo hui jiayou derr!! but i think i cant make it to team larr. so many competitors ^^hais. today before training nvr eat much thingy. whole day nvr eat much oso larrr. den train untill training going end lerr. run until my gastric so pain sehs. den my butt so pain)))xgastric consistently pain till i reached home;; until i ate my dinner den better lerr.hais. feel so xin ku.den early in derr morning got my results =(( i did so badly larr but can say better den derr previous term larr.i pass three subjects among five. den derr last paper!! den fcuking teacher larr;; i damm angry!! lost my exams script. =((((but nvm larr. no big difference too larr. sure retain. hais. hais. hais.i miss meimei;laogongchoco-and "didi" ))xtml!! seoul garden((: excited!!6more dayys to my birthday;; hope to get a greatest present ever((:nobody can ever give me tat present;; i swear.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
6:34 PM
130605 * one year; three monthhs and eightteen dayysourr endless sistership # wq;;sh - zer0 FIVE<333today sians lor. yesterday sleep at 5plus 6 am like tat.den 2plus wake up. sians so tired sehs.den go supermarket wif parents. "shop n save" at ubi derr.i stand outside all derr way. i ... hais..den come home. life so boring can.hais hais hais. miss ta so much! really very very much.hoping tat i can see him whenever wherever i am='(((((