Friday, January 05, 2007
6:09 PM
someone knows exactly what am i thinking,
& exactly how i feel (:
we often have small chat,
& short conversation.
she asked me questions,
which she knews the answer in my heart.
a very good & reliable friend of mine.
yea, i think the feeling is no longer that strong.
& no longer so dependant on it.
she told me,
its already numb
& i am already used to it.
i guess it is,
& she said don't.
(:
it not because i can't,
its because i want.
thats why i can't.
although 2007 don't starts the way i wanted,
but i realised that,
the year comes in a good way.
i am interested in my studies
& i have my friends(:
though i didnt get the thing i can't live with,
but i've got the things i can live with happily.
life are meaningless here for me,
but they are simple.
& even nice to kept in my heart.
& to keep as great memories of the year.
i have realised so many things in this 119days(:
now, even forgiven overcame jealousy.
though liking someone may not have to tell them,
just to stay by them to be like an guardian angel.
avoidment are only immaturity,
i am glad no one does this to me(:
& rather to be a great friend of mine.
by now, i am more sure that
i am a grown up person.
who thinks & does things in a more mature way.
sometimes thinking back to the past,
at some situation,
i am so loud & for now,
having the same situation
i can rather stay silent.
at times, i may act so childishly
as to made others feel happier(:
& more entertained.
i feel that i will appear more silent in the future.
as compared to being childish & loud.
as for now, study is my first priority.
once again, everyone
don't take things for granted.
treasure whatever you have before you.
& dont wait till its too late,
then you learn how to appreciate.
bye humans(: