Wednesday, January 31, 2007
3:03 AM
it has been five hundred years since i have blogged.
& time really flies, one more day to february.
tomorrow is the day,whereby granny is going to be cremated.
& a day, which she's really gonna leaves us forever.
trying to tell myself that she is only sleeping whenever i looked into her coffin.
but the fact is, yea she is sleeping &will never wake up kind of sleeping.
life's so boring nowadays, without granny.
have been missing her simply too much,
but fortunately whenever i am feeling down
someone is always there for me, & thanks(:
2days ago, there have been an disputes between my relative &my family.
despite my dad as the oldest between all siblings,
my aunties &uncles did not show respect to him.
& forget it, they even insult my parents.
one uncle ended up beaten by another.
what a shame, & childish thinking of all those aunties/uncles.
but it's ok, forgive &forget.
still, at the funeral
all siblings are almost seperated from each others.
poor granny, no one can even grant her last wish.
these few days are keep burning the midnight oil,
& even sleep for only less than 5hours per day.
because i was chatting with someone almost everyday,until the late hour.
something bad was, i am even sick can.
2days ago was having flu.
& slowly cough , then slight fever.
but the next day, was having nose blocked & coughing.
today was having an serious cough..
i didnt take the cough medicine despite so many ppl asking me to.
(: don't worry everyone, i am able to take good care of myself.
why are you keep appearing in my mind?
i just can't stop thinking about you.
i am always having the strong desire to tell you,
i miss you. but i did not have the courage to.
i think i am falling for you when each day passes.
slowly you are becoming something,
which i can't live without in my daily life.
i think i like you(: